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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
This will most probably be my last post on the subject. I went to 4 doctor’s appointments yesterday with mom and brother. We then ate at an outstanding restaurant with good southern cooking. During the meal, I went out to the car and called my therapist to tell her I needed to go inpatient again that night when I had a few epiphanies.
I’ve been making great strides with my mental health and I’ve come a long way. I just happened to get into a relationship with someone whose brand of love was toxic and wasn’t even real. My therapist believes he is seriously ill and could be more than that. I was lucky to have tangled with such a person and come out with only a few scars. I don’t think I am in danger at this time but I will keep a lookout. How many people can say they tangled with that and came out stronger and better for it? I plan to be one. I feel better now that I see it for what it was.
I am a strong woman and a survivor. I will remain open hearted and when the time is right, I’ll try again.
I’m meeting M this weekend. Yay!
I hope everyone has a peaceful weekend. 
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Jennifer 1967, you seem a very strong person, to me. Hugs
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Dx: Bipolar type 1
Psych Medications:
* Tegretol XR (carbamazepine ER) 800 mg
* Lamictal (lamotrigine) 150 mg
* Seroquel XR (quetiapine ER) 500 mg
I also take meds for blood pressure, cholesterol, and tachycardia.
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