I'm doing a lot better today. I took my meds correctly. Which always helps a ton. So I took an 80 geodon, a xanax, and a topamax in the AM. Last night I slept on just 20mil of melatonin and it was a bit rough but I slept decently even with my brother snoring. My mom had planned on just eating the hotels breakfast but I wanted to go out. I thought of going to ihop but then I decided to take her to a nice pancake house. I got potato pancakes. She got eggs benedict. After that we did some shopping. We drove by the old house and it was so eeery being in the old area because it felt much more familar then my new place. But I got enough soda to last me at least through the summer. My new state is a soda desert and just has the basics but where I used to live I could find any flavor of Coke. I got a ton of stuff. I went back to the hotel to shower before I go to my aunts later tonight. I thought I had forgotten to pack my pill case for tommrow and we are leaving in the morning so the only thing that concerned me was the valium. But I found the box under the blanket. So thats a relief. In the morning we'll stop at a couple other old places then get on the road and come home. Then all day Sunday my nephews will be here. I think I ended up getting twelve 12 packs, 4 6pack bottles, and 4 mini cases of soda. Along with a case of Lacroix and a case of Snapple. My mom said when your on a trip you might as well make the best of it so the trip doesnt go to waste. But this trip was succesful besides the whole pdoc issue.