Hey Fraction, I suggest you continue seeking medical help especially that you're in a delicate situation right now with your pregnancy.

Is your family being supportive of you? I hope so.

Most people who have gone through A LOT in their lives, have those suicidal thoughts every now and then. The important thing is to know that you have to battle them. ;]

I think the most important thing right now is for you to be healthy, for the baby and yourself too. ;] Be strong. You can do it.

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