I talked to my daughter on the phone for an hour and fifteen minutes but I couldn’t muster the motivation to go meet her to visit. We rescheduled for next week.

There are two factions warring in my body right now. The healthy part walked away and the support I have received on this forum has reinforced that. The other extremely unhealthy part of me wants to beg him to take me back even with what I know. Today, I don’t know which one wins.

Hugs to all