My mom adopted a Norfolk terrier mix to replace her Yorkshire terrier of 18 years. The dog initially got along with my brother but ever since she saw him in a hat, coat and with cane she thinks he is an intruder and barks, growls and nips his calves. Since brother is up and down smoking all night, the dog is barking all night. I bought ear plugs and wished I’d used them last night as here it is around 2:00 and I’m up. No chance of going back to sleep. Frustrating.

I’m feeling stronger day but day and the healthy part of me is pulling ahead and gaining traction. Thank you for your support. Today would be a he$l no in getting back together. You’re right. There is someone out there who would be a better fit and who deserves my love. That’s the big thing. Somebody who deserves me.

Today is supposed to be 90% chance of rain so I think I’ll stay in aside from picking up groceries curbside at 7:00. I’ve got enough to keep me busy and my mind occupied for the day. Sister is coming by today with chicken chili and a chicken casserole. She told me she loved me yesterday. It’s been a long time as we’ve been estranged. It was nice to hear. One good thing about the breakup.

My therapist will work on fitting me in with a cancellation early this week and if not I’ll talk to her Friday. We’re meeting each week until I’m on firmer footing. She’s the one who got through to me finally and said to run away and not walk and that he is deeply disturbed. I really appreciate her, her care and concern. She calls me sweetie. It’s nice.

Hugs to all