I love my kid she really gets me. She called me today and wanted to come over to watch a movie this week and I told her I was not in the mood and before I could say anything she goes the house is dirty huh? Lol she caught me and before I responded back to her she goes I will be over on Wednesday and we will clean then.
To be fair my house is messy but not a pig pen. I have not cleaned it since November when my wife passed away. I don't have dirty dishes or anything like that and the reason is cause I eat a lot of my meals at my parents and when I eat here it is microwave meals and I use plastic silverware lol. Now I have a stack of stuff on my stove top and every time I try to clean it I get so depressed that I start to cry.
I also reached out to my mother in law today and asked her if I could bring my dog over to her place tomorrow to give her a haircut cause she has the whole setup and she said yes. I have a hard time talking to some of my friends and family cause they remind me of my wife and it is hard to handle but I am working on it. It will all take time and I know that I mean I still cry like 10 times a day and I cry myself to sleep 3 or 4 times a week it sucks but it is what it is.
The other thing is my memory is horrible since my wife passed away. I don't remember how I found it but I came across a article about what they call Widows brain and it described me to a T. It is a interesting read if you want to kill some time go check it out.

Thanks all and I hope you all have a great rest of your day and may you have a great week.

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