
Mar 07, 2022, 02:58 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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Well, I haven't received a call that my therapist is out today so I will actually have an appointment with her. The drive to that icky new clinic really is not far, but it feels like an hour.
I'm so afraid that when I tell my pdoc (tomorrow) that I've been taking Seroquel to sleep she'll be annoyed and refuse to increase the Zoloft and Gabapentin. I hate living in fear of a doctor.
Sidney's glucose levels remain on the high side - but stable. So I'm keeping the lower dose going for now.
You know, if my husband was actually supportive it would help a lot. He has an aversion to anything medical. If he's here when I test Sid or give her her shot he "has to" go into the other room. He "can't" (won't) watch or even stand nearby. It always all about him...his feelings, his concerns. That's the way it's been for 40 years, certainly nothing will change. Him taking care of himself, me taking care of both of us.
Today is chilly and very windy. Still no rain, not since 1 day in December. But the huge tree outside of my bedroom window is beginning to pop out flowers! Pinkish-purple. It will really be a sight when the tree is covered with blossoms.
Time to take a shower. I bought myself rosemary-mint soap to make taking a shower more pleasant and easier.
I'll be back later. Sending love to each of you
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