I wasn’t strong enough to resist. I reached out to my ex to see if he wanted to be friends. He was my best friend for a year before we got involved. He took the break up seriously and changed his cell phone number and email address as have I. I do have his address but I don’t think I’ll go any further. Many people would thank their lucky stars but I’m not today. I’m just sad. Yes, I know all the reasons I should run the other way and be happy I came out relatively unscathed but I don’t feel that way right now. Maybe after some time has passed. Love is a powerful force.

I appreciate all the support I have received. I’ll continue getting the grief processed and move on sadder but wiser hopefully to a brighter future.

Hugs to all.