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I'm not multiple (I think!) but I sometimes feel as though I need bad punishment. And when I think about it I think that maybe I feel that that is the only way to get approval: to punish myself badly, badly, so that I can get approval from the one who hates me.
Sorry if this is irrelevant or does not make sense.
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Now if thou would'st
When all have given him o'er
From death to life
Thou might'st him yet recover
-- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631
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