Oh I hope the appointment with your therapist goes well @BethRags !
I’m sure your pdoc will understand. I’m sorry you feel afraid, but I don’t think you need to be. They’re there to treat you, not scold you or withhold medicine from you!
And I’m sorry about your husband. That’s really tough to do things like that without support. I know how hard it is looking after my dog alone while my fiancé is away all week and thankfully my dog isn’t diabetic.
It must be so challenging
I think you’re so strong and such a good cat mum! Sending lots of positive thoughts and hugs your way