Dear T,

On one hand I want to scream at you and say "NO!!!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SAY WORDS LIKE THAT. HOW DARE YOU. HOW DARE YOU TRY TO GET NEAR ME LIKE THAT. F***OFF. JUST SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP AND STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME."

But then I think, maybe you are going to have to push me off the cliff every now and again, because I sure as hell am not going to jump.