I wish you would learn to trust me and know I'm not some weird or creepy person. The exact words you have used before to describe me. I'm just a regular guy who has ASD and a lot of anxiety but who means nothing bad or has any ulterior motives I am not even really sure what I have done to you to make you so freaked out by me. I feel like you are kinda being paranoid.

I'm honestly considering moving back to my old state by myself for the mental health help because I'm not getting it here. Yeah the medical stuff is great but the mental health part is so limited and its tough making progress with a therapist who is basically scared of me for reasons I don't even fully understand.