It's been a rollercoaster for a couple of days. But right now I'm freaking out quite a bit. I have this big task I need to complete soon. If I don't my life will be in a pretty precarious place. The worst case with the task, has very little possibility but it's still not zero. I talked to my friend about it a couple weeks back and they did some research and said it's shouldn't be too difficult and should work out. I have no actual evidence for believing the worst case and I have, at the very least, my friend's research to support the better case. But I can't stop assuming that the worst case is all that I'm likely to get. I'm so negative about everything that I just assume my life is circling the bottom of a toilet and then POOF, life will be over. Gggaahhhh! I hate feeling like this. My logical brain knows better, but my emotions are getting the better of me. Again.

Hey universe, I asked for a meteor to crash through my ceiling. Should I go paint a giant X on my roof to help guide you? Let's go!