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Hey meccorad, how's it going lately?

In my ward, we have the option not to attend those therapy sessions anyway. I didn't attend like half of them. Cutting papers and stuff isn't my thing. I think I just attended the cooking ones. I don't know how to cook. The therapists wanted me to do it myself, I told them "No, I'll just watch over here."

Regarding the smoking thing, I don't know if you can make arrangements with that with your doctor. But I suggest you talk to him about it. The last thing they want to happen is you getting manic and restless.

I hope you're fine...

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Hey Clandestine,

Everything's getting hectic here. I'm freaking out about everything. I have so much to do before I can leave this wednesday and I haven't done any of it. I've just been so down that I haven't been able to get out and function like I should be. I'm nervous all of the time now. I want to go home, but I don't want to.

I'm nervous about traveling this time. I don't know how I'm going to do it. Every possible bad scenario is just running wild through my head. Ugh..