Feeling down and out today...in fact this whole week.

I have no one here to physically help me get ready for my flight back home. I don't know how I'm going to get the trainstation, let alone all the way to airport. I'm so anxious my heart's been beating really fast the past couple of days. Probably because I've been smoking like a bandit and eating tylenol like pez.

I should have accepted the offer from my parents for one of them to come over and help me. But it would be more expensive and I know I'm such a money waster.

I feel alone and depressed. If I don't hear back from my tandem partner about getting a ride to the trainstation I'm going to bawl my eyes out for hours. The last thing I want is to miss my flight and be stuck here....I couldn't handle that.

I need to go home...