Thanks...

Yeah I know the whole popping pills thing isn't a good thing, but it helps a bit with the stress. And lately the stress has been overwhelming. I don't have a safe-place anymore; somewhere where I could feel safe and relax. That's gone right out the window when I SIed and foolishly decided to ask for help instead of shutting up....

If my tandem partner doesn't contact me by monday I'm going to be in a world of crap. I don't know of any other way of getting my key to my landlord, and making it to the airport all by 8am.....there's just so much to do and not enough time.