I’ve only slept 2 hours so far. I am having extreme anxiety. I think I’m just overwhelmed being home. I have a lot to do. Mostly little things but enough little things to make a big thing. Three important things - finishing my leave of absence claim, calling work to let them know my return date, And finishing the intake forms for my pdoc’s office. I then have to call my pdoc’s office to set up an intake appt. I will not be shocked if they say they never received the discharge summary.

It is supposed to be miserable out today so I’m going to try to go to the gym instead of going for a walk. That IP bed really messed up my back. I had to get up at 6am yesterday and wander around the lounge for 2 hours because it hurt too bad to lay down/sit. Since it’s staying light out for longer and getting warmer, I’m going to try to get in the habit of going to the gym after work. My son likes playing outside after school when it’s warm so he won’t mind if I’m late picking him up. I’ve decided I’m no longer going to be self conscious about how I look due to my weight. I’m going to practice eating healthier and exercising to lose the seroquel weight simply to fit back in my pants and I know it will reduce my snoring and help ease the back pain.

I’m going to call the vet about my other cat, her asthma is just so bad and she desperately needs to lose weight. She also needs surgery. I’m going to use some of my inheritance from my nana to pay for it, she’s just in too much pain, I can’t stand watching her limp around anymore.

I don’t feel manic, it’s just my sleep that’s messed up. I’m not euphoric and I’m not exhibiting any other of my usual manic symptoms. I had slight paranoia in the hospital but by the time I got to 4.5mg vraylar it had gone.