Today went good. She was late again with another client and she apologized and then said she could move my appointments up 15 minutes. I talked to her about how she views me. How I'm not pushing my feelings from my transference T onto her. And how I'm not some creepy weird person with ulterior motives. We talked about my panic attack at the hotel on Thursday. She's being really strict though and wont allow an email check in during the week even though I offered to pay for it. She is still only allowing the one in person session and no emails. Despite me saying thats not enough. But it went good although she asked a few personal questions that seemed a bit hypocritical She asked what kind of M&Ms I ate this morning. I didn't know if she was ****ing with me or not but I told her and I wasn't a smartass by asking her what kind of M&Ms she likes. She also asked what kind of car my mom drove. Therapists can be so frustrating and confusing sometimes. But at least she wasnt freaking me out about Ukraine the way my pdoc was.