Sooo I’m definitely manic. Spent about $200 on stuff I really didn’t need today. I mean the weighted manatee will help, I felt better earlier with my weighted unicorn on my chest and my one manatee holding down my left wrist, so I figure one for the right wrist will complete the trifecta. The rest of it was cool stuff but not needs.

This happened another time I went in for a severe mixed episode. I left safe, but manic. So I decided to join an IOP after all to help get this under control. I fully believe that if I can just sleep a full 8 hours for a few nights I’ll be ok. Unfortunately I do not see that happening.