I had a good time at bible study and eating out with friends. Today was a good day.
My therapist laid out the facts for me. I had a predator-victim relationship and I fell into that trap because I don’t have enough love or respect for myself. Very sobering stuff. I argued until the end but finally realized that this person could not, in fact, feel emotion (he told me himself) and that this was a sick game. That’s okay. I’ll work on my self respect and self love and move on to a healthy relationship. I won’t let it warp me. I’m very grateful to have a therapist who was brutally honest with me. Hahaha! I received many positive things and much needed lessons out of the union. I didn’t walk away empty handed. Stronger and wiser am I. Free of it now.
Hugs to all.