So I thought I could just tackle this grief alone but I am not so sure.
I lost one of my best friends in 2020.
She was in her mid 30's and had 4 children.
I feel guilty of not being there more.
I feel guilty because I am not in a mental of physical position to be there for them.
I am angry with her for leaving.
I am angry at the people who let things get so bad and not tell me till she died.
I find myself crying about her, to her, asking her to visit her in my dreams.
I don't understand the stages of grief.
I am just hurting and angry.
Will I always feel this pain?
What are the stages of grief and can I push through each one myself?
Just time?

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