I’m still manic but I did sleep straight through! From 9:30 to 7. I knocked myself out with 200mg seroquel. I guess after about five nights of 4 hours or less my brain gave up lol.
I don’t know what to do today. It’s gonna get nicer today, about 50 degrees and it’s sunny so I might take a walk or I might just go to the gym so I can work out harder. My back is much better, it was definitely the horrible bed at the hospital that caused it to spasm.
Ugh I don’t want to spend a bunch of money but I seriously want to go shopping or something. Maybe I’ll go to a thrift store. I’m not sure I can read, and I can’t sit here all day, I just can’t. I’m already really restless.
Ugh I hate being manic when I’ve got nowhere to be.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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