I didn't sleep too well last night. I woke up at midnight. I think it was my brother again. I listened to music all night. I drank a 7.5 mini can of starlight Coke, a 20oz zero sugar Mountain Dew, and a 12oz zero sugar Pepsi. I felt ok anxiety wise after all that stuff. I got out of bed at 6 and made a box of frozen crepes. I went to Walmart early before 8 because my mom has appointments all day. I got a lot of weight watcher TV dinners and cauliflower crust and Quest pizzas and some orange juice and a pint of Halo Top ice cream. And 2 cans of chicken and dumplings which have over 3 thousand mil of sodium a can but are so good. I was pretty lightheaded so I stopped for coffee afterwards. I didn't know if the lightheadness was from the lack of sleep or being without my hormones. But I wasn't feeling anxiety and I still am not. It seems to be more of a physical issue. The coffee does not seem to have done much to help. I am still lightheaded. I do remember feeling like this back in November when I went off my shots for 2 weeks. I just have to let it pass I guess. We are driving a rental car with a plate that is from way out of state. 3 years ago I'd think that would be cool. Now I just want to blend in. Hopefully our car is fixed tommorow. The state has been in the news recently for some gross new laws they are trying to pass that I strongly do not support so I just hope we get our car back soon.

I just now told my mom the new middle name I am choosing and she was just like "cool name" I have a lawyer who is helping me change my legal name. I really sometimes take for granted my supportive family. I've been back and forth on a couple middle names but this one flows the best.

Edit: yeah this fatigue seems to be more lack of hormone related then just being sleep deprived. I'm trying to clean my room which is basically just making my bed and cleaning up dishes and garbage on my nightstand but its taking a lot out of me just to do that. I normally get it done fast in 5 minutes. I got the bed halfway made and some of the dishes put away but now I'm back on the recliner out of breath. It will get done just slowly. If I were working I would have called in today.