@Sapien

I gained 10ths in a month on zyprexa too. I stopped it w/o permission (of course) and my IOP dr tried me on geodon but it didn’t do **** and I was rehospitalized one month after the first one. So yeah, I agree with getting of Zyprexa asap, but do discuss with your treatment team.

As for underplaying crises, lord I was good at that. I hardly ever told the full truth for years. And now I have 25+ hospitalizations under my belt :-/ so now that I’ve found a treatment team I trust I’m always 100% honest. Of course, I’ve been with my therapist for so long she can immediately tell when I’m hiding something.

Sometimes I still end up in the hospital (current situation is evidence of that), but when I do it’s less forced. This past time it was not forced at all and I’m very proud of that. Also, this year not withstanding, they have spread out a LOT.