RS asked if he had to reign in my spending. It’s impossible though, all my cards are saved in my virtual wallet in my phone. I’d have to erase them all and then hand over my cards to him and just use cash. I mean if I really can’t control myself of course I’ll do that but I gotta be able to do it myself!!!

I feel so wired I feel like I’m about to lose it. I just took my night meds and took 200mg seroquel, I hope that takes me down for the night. It did last night.

I did buy two adult coloring books. Like adult in the sense of they’re cursing coloring books haha. I have a sailor mouth so I don’t care. One is swear word motivational sayings and the other is cute little characters with foul mouths. I do have two normal coloring books too though. I colored a peacock in IP that I just love. You know what else? I actually like art therapy now. I always, always hated it.

If I can’t calm down in a half hour I’m gonna go out and color. I think the seroquel will work though.