So I came off my meds again after 1 year and 21 days on them. I say I'm off my meds but I'm still taking my depot injection for Aririprazole. So I get my monthly injection still. I'm just off the Depakote. Its been 3 full months now of no Depakote. I've been feeling great qith some side effects.

Now I'm struggling to get up, feeling miserable, feeling emotional and pretty angry. I'm still really paranoid too. But maintaining I'm good on the front.

I'm not wa ting to go back on the Depakote as my head is telling me it's poison and been tampered with.

My Psychiatrist, CPN and Support Worker have all said I'll end up in hospital with a compulsory treatment order slapped on me meaning people will decide for me re meds and my care.

I'm now suffering from migraines just got my eyes tested so they are fine. He says its migraines. So I'm in a lot of physical and mental pain.

Any words of hope? I really thought I was doing good but I'm lying to myself as I'm screwed big style

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