Very low dose mush. I cry but not much.

I want a way that I can heal. The future will be better.

I'm going for a hike with my mom tomorrow. So I'll be exercising a lot starting Spring. This will give me mental energy through momentum of more physical movement.

Edit: I can't believe the mush helped with Jobs anhedonia. I had bad anhedonia! Why would the world do this to us.. It's evil.

It's so evil.

But I advise against. Medications will be made, more research. Psychedelics are legal for medical use where I live. The time will come...