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Originally Posted by GoGo2
I need to talk ... Haven't had time to read trough all the posts. I am frightened and I am beginning to have suicidal thoughts. I am very much afraid that I will not have packed everything when the moving van comes in the beginning of next week. There is nobody who can help. My grown up child is on a weekend trip and so are other family members. My family is small. None of my friends know that I struggle ...
Ahh, at least I can feel a tiny bit of hope, now, while writing here. May be I only needed to talk to somebody. Hope so. I usually have cognitive ideas about what to do if feeling suicidal, but now everything feel "out of place".
May everybody have a good day!  |
I understand moving anxiety. We moved a year ago and I was too anxious to pack so unfortunately I waited until the night before and frantically threw everything in bags and boxes with no rhyme or reason. It was really fun unpacking lol.
Suicidal thoughts really suck, but it’s good you have ideas on how to handle it. It is very difficult when your physical space is in disarray to keep your mental space from following. Come here as often as you need!