I understand moving anxiety. We moved a year ago and I was too anxious to pack so unfortunately I waited until the night before and frantically threw everything in bags and boxes with no rhyme or reason. It was really fun unpacking lol.

Suicidal thoughts really suck, but it’s good you have ideas on how to handle it. It is very difficult when your physical space is in disarray to keep your mental space from following. Come here as often as you need!