I知 sorry I知 feeling down and very tired. It痴 been really really hard this weekend to pretend I知 ok. It痴 so much effort, I feel like crying. I知 staying at my friends tonight but I知 in bed alone which is helping me feel calmer.
I知 so hyper anxious. My hands and voice are constantly trembling.
I just want to go home

I知 sorry to read that others are struggling. I hope things go better for you if you are struggling