I am way too low on my daily calories and I try to be perfect and stick to a certain number. But I also try to watch my carbs as well. So right now even though my calories are low my carbs are high and a piece of cheese would put me at over 200 carbs which I won't do. So I'm just going to have to stick with my low calories and be ok if I don't lose. But I got my groceries picked up from Walmart. And I got my med box filled. I didn't get my laundry done. I'll do it tommrow. Considering I wanted to go to the other store this morning on a weekend is kind of a big deal. I doubled bagged 2 big bottles of water and 2 frozen burritos and a package of cheese, all were bagged togther, and the manager at self checkout gave me a dirty look. They must be low on bags I guess. So I didn't double bag my 2 cartons of milk.

I ordered a T shirt this morning that said "protect trans kids". I hope I am comfortable wearing it. I do not try to draw attention to myself, and certainly not in this way, but this is a very important issue.

The onIy change I've noticed since going off the testosterone is my severe nightime hot flashes are gone and I can sleep with actual blankets again instead of just a light throw. Although I do miss being on it and am antsy to start it again. I am starting to get jealous again of all the trans people who can be on hormones. But I need to keep telling myself this is only temporary.

Putin wont last long. People won't keep putting up with him.