I'm doing good today. Since I actually slept last night for once the time change isn't messing with me too much. My shirt came very early. I used my moms prime account so I ordered it yesterday morning and it came in 24 hours. It fits and looks great. I put it out on my bed and walked away for 5 minutes and when I came back my very dirty slightly smelly long haired black cat was sleeping right on top of the shirt. I was very confused and he ran off, there wasn't much fur on it but I used the lint roller anyways. That cat never gets on my bed.

Other then that I've just been doing nothing but laundry. I started the show Love Is Blind the other night and I'm waiting for the drama to happen. I just started episode 4 and most of it has just been mushy love stuff. I'm also watching Celebrity Big Brother season 2. Now thats good TV drama.

But I woke up at 4:15 and for once I didn't have a massive stomach ache or anxiety or confusion. I was up for a bit and then around 5 something I focused my mind on an episode of The Facts Of Life as a bit of mindfullness and was able to get back to sleep some more. So I'm not sure if its the change in hormones or change in diet but I am feeling better.

only good thing Ican think that's come out of today, is that I've nt overdone it on snacks (I've had takeout 2 nights in a row, so having a break, or trying to). tonight I'm having roast, the thought is making me throw up.. my roasts taste like carpet

aside from not eating snacks, I've felt terrible- literally terrible. I'm not even sure their's a word to describe how I feel.