I said that I would.. once I'm comfortable of the knowledge that I have/will gain to make up for my ignorant past.

But I feel like I'm almost there. I will contact him when it's time. When my personality has more convictions. It will take 1-2 more years, or a few weeks.

The amount of time that I pressure myself to do something, is like manifestation. It's real. I'm not 100% sure how it works, but I like to wonder about it.