I slept pretty good last night. I had the TV on most of the day. Which often messes with my sleep but last night it didn't. Last night I watched half an episode of Love Is Blind. Then 2 or so episodes of Celebrity Big Brother. One was 2 hours long. After that I put on Project Runway season 6. I started that show 2 years ago in Janurary 2020 and I watched the last couple newer seasons then seasons 8-12 and then season 16 I think. That was all in early 2020. Then when I tried going back to watch it in late 2020 you had to upgrade your hulu plan. But then late last year I found another streaming service that had it and I bought seasons 1-5 on DVD since they werent avalible to stream on this thing either. But 6 and 7 I can watch now which I couldnt watch on Hulu. After I watch 6 and 7 I will have been caught up all the way to season 13 and can begin to watch some Allstar seasons.

Anyways besides watching reality TV I've just been focusing on trying to stay healthy both mentally and physically. Its day 3 of the no tap water no dairy diet and I still feel pretty good. I'm glad I already liked coconut milk and soymilk. I would often buy Silk products because they tasted better over dairy products. Dairy free cheese is a strange one though.

I don't know if its getting off the hormones, the increase in topamax, or the change in diet but I'm feeling much better. I am though keeping a careful eye on things regarding my hormones. I did cut back on my daily calories by 100. So instead of 1300 I'm eating 1200 now. Or close to it.

Edit: I was out buying the bottled water I like in cases and as we were driving home a guy in the passenger seat of a car gave me the peace sign. No clue why. My mom said he did it to other people too. I know I need to just lighten up a lot but sometimes people give me the creeps when I feel like they are being strange. I already was feeling very vulnerable in shorts and a T shirt and without a hoodie or a jacket. I don't know why I felt so uncomfortable since I dressed this way last spring and summer and spring and summer 2020 and was 10-20 pounds heavier and I didn't have an issue.