@otroo
I moved out immediately after my first husband passed away in our apartment. I had to move in with my mom again but even though I hated that house I did need someone there to help with my son as I recovered.

However since you own your place I think a small remodel is probably a good idea when you’re up for it. Maybe when you’re ready (it might be too hard now) you can remodel your old bedroom into like an office or a tv room or something. Just paint and stuff. And when you’re ready I agree moving to the other bedroom is a good idea. Just the little things might be able to help.