Hi peeps. Just checking in. The baby shower went okay I didn't SH or anything. I did get to hold my other cousin's baby for a while. She is 3 months old but she is hard of hearing so she doesn't look at you when you talk to her or anything. She is so sweet and just smells like baby. Mmm. So good. Kind of suicidal today but it's just thoughts. No actions or plans. I texted my T so she knows. I think I'm just tired or something. Like I need a break from life. HUGS everyone, Kit