this is my 2nd post, i lost the 1st one. i feel like i'm circling the drain and in a very bad place. why me. why this depression? i've lost almost everyone i loved because of this illness. why do friends and family leave because i'm depressed. if you love someone it should be forever. right? es-pecially a marriage. i just don't feel good, i need to clean but why bother. i just need hugs, lots of them. i'm hoping i will feel better soon.pj56....