I have binge eating disorder. That feels so horrible to have to say. I feel so alone with it, misunderstood and like I have to hide it all, all of the time.

Bad dreams last night and I was awake, started binge eating about 3.30am until I’d finished the lot. It feels horrific. I feel disgusting and such a mess.

All I wanna do is stuff my face, push it all away. I don’t want this pain. I never did. I never asked for it!