"scapegoat"
would be my thoughts of being the black sheep of the family
As a child I was the scapegoat or black sheep......
never did anything the way "they thought it should be done"
So much i could say, but all water under the dam now...
but it made me who i am

but thats how I came to think
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and you do
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