It doesn't feel the same since you started the new job. You're always busy and always sick. I miss how things used to be - you were more available and flexible and had more time and energy for me. I'm happy for you that you love your job even though it's impacting your health. I'm just sad for me. I feel a bit like you're moving away from me although I know you'd deny that. I've been thinking for a while that I need to cut down on sessions - both due to my health and not wanting to feel so dependent on the attachment between us. It means so much that if anything happened to you I'd be destroyed. I want to feel I care about you from a stronger, less needy place. But whether I'll have the strength for this.... I just feel so sad. I can't get rid of the feeling of loss.