Pretty irritable these days. I've given up on the Adderall because while it worked well in the beginning, I don't feel it's as effective as before and the idea of being on a controlled substance and being drug tested all the time is just more than I want to deal with. I've had issues with tiredness since I have stopped taking it but I am evening out again. The vraylar may or may not be helping me right now. It has a very long half life and can take some time to show effects of increases/decreases. I am irritable all the dang time. It's not a great place to be but it still is better than it was before I suppose. I'll talk to my therapist Friday about my decision to stop that medicine and my feelings. I have to see a new psychiatrist anyway, I highly doubt she's going to be that upset I'm asking to not take a controlled substance. If she is-- screw her. It's my body and I am entitled to stop a medicine I don't think is for me anymore (and that's where my irritability comes in lol)