I got a call last night from the blood doctors office wanting to set up an appointment. He is also an oncogolist which is slightly unsettling. They are sending me somewhere diffrent then my normal doctors office. Its another medical office. I'm worried its the cancer center. I thought this appointment wasn't supposed to be until May. Thats what I thought I was told. So I thought I had a decent break before things started up again. I wasn't even worried until they called last night. I thought my physical health was pretty good and didn't need anymore attention. At least until May. But it sucks being barely 29 and and having a therapist, a primary doctor, an endocronoglist, a pdoc, a kidney doctor, and a blood doctor despite not being overweight or having diabetes. I was legit more healthy at 236 pounds then I am now at 160.

I have the appointment set up for next Monday but she had earlier times so I'm going to see if I can get in sooner since anticpatory anxiey sucks.