I don't think I've ever heard anyone say "this disease it fun", " way to go", "let's do it again." Those you care about the most can sometimes be the first to go.

As a frog of little brain advice is not one of my strong points. However, I can speak from experience and you have found a special place here.

Friends here truly understand the pain and suffering you're are going through. When you need to rant, complain, or whine people here are willing to listed. Most importantly of all we are quite willing to give hugs.

((((((( puckyjan56 )))))))