No period for 2 months, period was due yesterday. Best friend says to call ob/gyn to verify. I might tomorrow. But I had a lot of signs.

Right now losing clumps of hair. A year ago had a gain of 14 lbs really fast like in two weeks. really gained 30 lbs super fast.

And the hot flashes. Well I have mixed feelings now that's it's really happening. Like things are so final. I just turned 48. Birthday was last Friday.