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Old Mar 17, 2022, 10:13 PM
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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25 View Post
Well the cat woke me up at 1am with an asthma attack so naturally I’ve been up since then. My first thought was “oh hell no” so I took another 50mg seroquel, bringing my total up to 200mg and maxing myself out. But no, my body and brain flipped it off so here I am awake at 3:38am. I’m coloring again. Listening to Friends. Not sleeping.

It’s fun. Except it isn’t.

I told RS about my habit of driving my knuckles into my head now and told him to tap me if he sees me doing it. I did not tell him about the head hitting though. I have knuckle shaped lumps on the side of my head right now. I wasn’t honest in group yesterday and didn’t bring it up. I wanted to tell RS first bc my therapist in php tells him everything so I figured I better get there first. I’ll be honest today. I should probably be honest about not being completely med compliant either. But I’m not sure that I’ll do that. I should really take the correct amount of vraylar today even though I don’t think it’s working. It does curb the paranoia.

Hope you get the feeling better soon. I’m glad your talking to RS about your struggles.

How is your medication ? I remember you were wanting to decrease it ?

Go easy on yourself your still fresh out of IP and I don’t know about you but it takes me sometime to get my feet back under me.

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