So, about 11:00 last night, I get a message from him, "Let's just be friends." He's said that to me before when we've had disagreements and he didn't mean it. I hope that's the case this time. I felt compelled to respond because I had to say something. I know I shouldn't have and it would have been better to ignore it, but I responded. This is the message I sent back to him, "No, (his name). Listen, the message you sent last night before you blocked me was a drunk text and I didn't mean it. I actually sent it by accident. I meant to delete it and accidentally hit send. I went to the concert last night, came home, and had some drinks. I feel really bad for what I said to you. We all make mistakes and fall off the wagon sometimes. I don't want time alone. Things have been going really well for us. Neither of us just want to be friends and we both know that."
I realize I shouldn't have sent that, but when I received the "let's be friends" message I felt I had to explain what happened. He has not responded. He's completely ignoring me now. He may still say something. He is away visiting his sister, and probably doesn't want to deal with this right now. Still though, ignoring someone who's trying to reach out to you is incredibly rude. He may say something when he gets back. If he does, I don;t know what to say to him. I said and did everything I could do. The ball is really in his court. I know that i was honest. I also know his behavior with me is immature and cowardly.
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