I wrote a grief letter this week. I did borrow some of it but I edited it to fit me. I posted it on Facebook

I stole this but it describes what I am going through and I want to share this with you all. I did edit it a little bit. I don't appologize for anything have posted if you had your feelings hurt I don't know what to say UT the things I post are for me it is not my intent to offend anyone. I have written a couple of private messages that might of come across as harsh and I do apologize to those people. I still feel the same way that I had when I wrote you but I could maybe of not been as harsh and as of right now in am over those subjects. I love everyone I am not actually mad at anyone just a little hurt from some.

Recently I have suffered a devastating loss of my wife. I am grieving and it will take a long time to recover from my loss if ever. I will not apologize for my tears. For they are a gift from God to express the extent of my loss.

At times you may see me angry for no apparent reason. Sometimes I'm not sure why. All I know is that my emotions are intense because of my grief. If I don't always make sense to you, please be forgiving and patient with me. If I repeat myself over and over please accept this as normal.

More than anything else I need your understanding and your presence. You don't always to know what to say or even say anything I am okay with that. Your presence and touch or hug let's me know you care.

Pray for me that I would come to see meaning in my loss someday and that I would know God's comfort and love.

This loss is so painful and right now it feels like the worst thing that could ever happen to me and it is. I will survive and eventually recover.

Thank you for caring about me. Thank you for listening to me. Your concern comforts me.

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