i dreamed of her a couple of nights ago, my four legged angel girl

i truly dont think i'll recover and i dont deserve to heal either

i kept telling her (in the dream) to wake up but she never did

my angel sweetpea Ebony

cancers in 3 places (that number again) and she kept doing fits


March 2018 was when i held her at the end, as much as possible on the vet table