Checking in. I’m still here and still kicking. I feel good about my decision not to meet my daughter this weekend. It was the right thing to do. She’s been texting me and I’ve been cordial but haven’t bent over backwards like I usually do. It hurts a little but I’ve already grieved whatever will be. I’m at peace. I’m going to order the Atlanta tickets as an act of faith.

I sat down with mom and talked for about 3 hours on increased roles for all 3 of us to make things better. I feel good about the plan we made. It will take just a little more effort on everyone’s part. I still have the lion’s share but it will be nice to have some help.

My unpredictable friend has gotten more predictable. I’m glad for that. I was and am prepared to build up a strong tribe in my life here in town and a strong support system and slowly decrease their role if need be. To that end, I have a social event every day starting Monday and going through Sunday. I will be attending all events.

Things are getting better as I put my needs and healing first and as I lead with self love and self respect.

Hugs to all!