You don't know about my history about REM behaviors and falling down stairs night terrors and that stuff since they haven't happened in 2 years. After last night though I'm a bit concerned. I don't know how or what you can do or say that will help me. So much of what you say is just armchair psychology.

Its like from The Sixth Sense " you're nice, but you cant help me" At least thats how I feel sometimes. I feel like all the progress I've been making I've been making on my own without you. Since you seem to be barely there for me anyways.

To be honest I don't feel like we have made progress. I think the ones who have actually helped me out are my endocrinologist and my pdoc. I think they are the ones making a diffrence for me. Then I'm helping myself by losing weight and getting into a better sleep habit. But what excatly have you done for me since we started meeting in October besides calling me weird, creepy, "pretty" passable, made comments about my eyes and put up really strong boundaries where it is legit impossible for me to make any progress because of them?

Like tell me what you have actually done for me in comparsion to the other people on my team.